It's been a while since I've been on, but I'll do my best to recap everything...

School's going alright, but I feel so swamped with work; I might pass out anyday now.
Some people still think I've got an eating disorder, but I've learned to live with it; even if they poke and prode me.
And of course,
no one can really see what I see in the guy that I like; truth be told, neither can I. But that's because love and attraction are NOT logical. (Yes Liz, I know you're just dying right now.) I mean, hell, even if he NEVER dates me, I'll still like him - because you can never forget your first love...Rude as this sounds, another friend of mine like him too; and if he wouldn't date me, he definately wouldn't date her (Yes Liz, I know you know who). On the other hand, I've heard from a few sources that another of my guy-friends got into a fight with his girlfriend (ooh boy) and apparently, they haven't really been speaking much. The bad part? He's being EXTREMELY flirtatious! I don't know what to do; I've never had a guy that's really, and I mean REALLY, acknowledged me before. Any advice? Leave me a note, please?

Til we speak again,
bishonen-lover out.